At this point I am going to pick my sorry lonesome ass up off the ground and just live my life. Who has time for a wine ass? I am not going through anything I didn't either see coming or bring on myself in one way or another. There are lessons to be learned with everything that happens. I guess I learned a big one. It doesn't matter how you see yourself in the future, nothing is for sure and nothing is safe. Nothing. It really is a huge kick in the balls but what can you do but learn? So I am washing my hands of feeling sad, afraid, or any other emotion besides just pure and total distaste. I am opening myself up for fun and exciting things. I want to try things I have never tried. I wanna do things I have never done. And I want to go places I have never gone. This time is about me and I am allowed to be completely selfish. I have a chance to just "spread my wings and fly" as some wiseass once told me not too long ago. So fly I will.
Goodbye.
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